Amazing Grace,how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.


it has been another LOOOOONG period of time since i blogged, you'll know why when the time's right. anyway i think that photo i got from photobucket's really cool, and therefore i shall continue searching, and posting it here, cos it's all so pretty and meaning and, ah. and i'm so not going to resize them, so im just going to arrange it accordingly to size, HAHA.

today is so xian, X-I-A-N.
(be thankful that i'm blogging)





would you run with me if i were running away from reality?


and i want to run.away.from.reality.


please phone me, give me a reality call.

i just want my ever-so-messy-but-cosy room back, please.
imagine. you've been living with this whole set of furnitures since you've moved to this house, and thats like nearly 8 years back, and now a total new set comes in. i just can't get used to it, and worse, my tv's gone. and i keep falling down banging everywhere, just because of the new furnitures. and everything smells of WOOD, to be more specific, PINE. everything. including your lousy chair. everything is of wood colour. and you just remember the times i used to do homework on the bed, eat and do every retarded things on the bed and floor, but i can't do it now anymore. i can't accept anymore changes, please stop the evolving, i can't afford. for your info i have this huge scratched red patch on my back because of the fallS. and let me stay as what i am, i can't keep morphing.

today's a wonderful wednesday.
i made my ic, HAHAHA.

AND FOR THE POST WANTED POST EVER, yizhen is blogging, OMG!
haha.
and THANKS TO RARA, i'm going to blog (with all the photos she sent me).



carnival day

it's fun, HAHA, be myself, PREFECT!







auntie, uncle, da jie, xiao mei,
mai three five kebab hao ma?
one twenty, one twenty, only one twenty.

got money, come here
got money, come here
we've got cupcorns, at one dollar
yummy kebabs, at one twenty
got money, come here
got money, come here

lol.

and.


SIMPSONS DAY.

[if you did realise, im waiting for photobucket to load, cos i can't have picts without it!]
[it's taking forever!]
[damnit, i didn't know those photos were taken, RARA, RAWR.]



























there, no editting AT ALL. i feel embarrassed.





TO END THIS WITH A LIGHTER NOTE, DORA THE EXPLORER, yay!





haha, yes RARA, BLOGGED! there should be more photos to come, HAHAHAH;
(just wait for photobucket!)

YAWN,
YES I WILL BLOG ABOUT WHAT WE DID, rara and yvette.
but not now, haha.
cos i just fell down like one hour ago, frm standing on a chair to lying on the floor, no more elaborations, my head hurts. ): and its sucks to have a BALUKU on the head, boohoo. i believe i've caught huilun's virus, the klutz one, ah.
please ask me how my head is, HAHAHAH.
so yes, i'll blog next time!

haha, i forgot my bday post, but it's still gonna be dated 31/07/07, and im writing on 15/08/07, which is when i'm already 15 years 2 weeks and 1 day OLD. yup.
it's really funny.
and i'm really very lazy to blog about who smsed me or blah, haha.

ON BEHALF OF GOHYIZHEN, i would like to thank everyone, HAHA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYed.

zomg, it has been a week since SPECTRUM which is 20072007, but it felt like it was yesterday, also felt like last month. grr, thats the post-PI BLUES. you feel that its still near. ): i want PI 4 time every year, HAHA. i shall blog about E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G that happened, lol.

i came to school in PANIC, because of SOMETHING that shouldn't be mentioned here. and haha, it was good in the end (: after MOTHER TONGUE, we left class, more panic, changing, decorating, practicing, adjusting uniforms, SETTLING THE EMOTIONS. we had so much to do in such a short period of time, tsk.

so school A came so early, and i talked to them, haha, i felt like a freak lah omg, im not so scary what, but haha, they're sec 2s, i allow them to be scared. HAHA.

then school B . i said hello, and told them about the CC board, THEY BLOODY ROLLED THEIR EYES AT ME just because i said the board is nice, cos i have some effort. but it's nice what, what snoobish people.

haha, soon ST PAT'S came. 4 of them. HAHA, tuition friend, =.=
i felt like idiot, cos i asked questions and NO ONE answered.
so i ask, "ey why you all ask for 2 extra slots arh?"
clint or someone replied, "cos we're special."
and my =.= face came. HAHA. but they're funny people, HAHAHA.

soon it started. I WAS SO SO SO NERVOUS.

when all the EXCO on stage, yvette, rara, vidthiya and all cheered for me, 'GO! YIZHEN!' and i was going to give =.= face but apparently no one would be able to see. HAHA.

sadly, we screwed up the EXCO bowing, and i almost fell. thats damn EMBARRASSING and UNGLAM, but no one remembered! and surprisingly people told me it was okay, yay.

oh and i was always SMILING, according to so many people, but hello, its so funny cos when you're on stage, everyone looks so small and CUTE, and i have CLASSMATES who keep making me want to laugh, but haha, me and denise and krystel were talking behind the smile, and i realised that denise was talking to sally too.

oh, IM OFFICIALLY AND EXCO MEMBER.
PUBlications chairperson.
haha.

the funniest was the performanceS. haha, band one especially. THANKS SO MUCH KRYSTEL, KAILING, DENISE AND JASLYN! haha, it was hilarious, from what we hear from the LAUGHTER, it must have indeed made the atmosphere less tensed luh, haha. then the collide was so funny. cos someone apparently shoved the mic to me, and the wire cannot extend anymore, so i walked boldly and passed it to someone then go back to my rightful place, GRR. it was ma lu can. but haha, not much atonal happenings, prefects can sing after all. (:

then haha, then it ended! so its BUFFET and CHAPERONING. haha, food's the best! haha. i realised that krys already know her chaperonee, HAHA, i know my chaperonee, but i've nevet talked to him in tuition before, ahah. lucky st pats wasn't boring like *** and ***, haha. so i had fun luh, HAHAHHA. oh, it was CLINT'S AND MATTHEW'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN. haha, school tour. JUNXIANG and MATTHEW had to go. so we were left with CLINT AND RAEDI. watched abit NPCC POP, haha, knock knock, HAHAHA.

OH, my section did the GAY filming of happy bday video, haha, i think i was so GAY.

but haha, so i had tuition later (AGAIN), and it was so retarded, cos SOMEONE spoiled my image, went to tell people that im HYPER, grr, no. my image's gone, so ya, THANKS. haha.

oh, i went to salimah's blog and decided to QUOTE.

"So congratulations my dear wonderful amazing prefects! You guys made your PI AMAZING! Now it's your time to rest and focus on your studies but don't forget the Sec 4 Farewell ... "
-salimah


photos. later okay.

HAHAH, LOL, THIS IS GOING TO BE SHORT + SWEET.
haha, me and jaslyn are MONSTERS?


[Ĵ] # i died a long time ago says:
you were nvr a monster hahaa

&words can't bring me down says:
HAHA, you'd never know

[Ĵ] # i died a long time ago says:
"RAWR!" goes yizhen. haha

[Ĵ] # i died a long time ago says:
yizhen's massive transformation!

&words can't bring me down says:
'grrr' she goes again

&words can't bring me down says:
'GAHHHH' goes jaslyn, OH MY GOSH, shes a REAL moster.

[Ĵ] # i died a long time ago says:
HAHA

[Ĵ] # i died a long time ago says:
GAHHHHH

[Ĵ] # i died a long time ago says:
i bite! GAHHHHH

[Ĵ] # i died a long time ago says:
ok i think it' getting super lame now haha

&words can't bring me down says:
LOL, this is going on my blog.

[Ĵ] # i died a long time ago says:
haha

[Ĵ] # i died a long time ago says:
GAHHHH goes jaslyn(:

&words can't bring me down says:
'GRRRRRRRRRRR, dont you dare talk again!' growled yizhen

[Ĵ] # i died a long time ago says:
"GAHHHHH. whatever" howled jaslyn

[Ĵ] # i died a long time ago says:
brb


when she BRB-ed, i posted this. hahah.

AND NOW JASLYN monster's BACK.

http://www.chinadaily.com.cn/lifestyle/2007-05/01/xin_4805040109516913016610.jpg

i think this pict is really cool. haha, i think this pict suits this song.


Christina Aguilera - Beautiful

Spoken: Don't look at me
Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, i saw debris
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone left the puzzle undone
That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do (no matter what we do)
No matter what they say (no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay
And everywhere we go (everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine (sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

'cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

ey omg, im back to blog! like finally! italics are hannah's words!

LAST WEEKEND WAS SUPERB! last weekend was the bestest ever lately:D

IT WAS HILARIOUS OKAY. imagine!

if you reached home at 11pm still wearing what you wore frm 8am, then deciding not to shower and go to sleep immediately, then start to receive phone calls and messages from your BELOVED BATCHMATES, waking you up from your sleep telling you to go to her house for impromptu sleepover, saying that someone's FATHER is downstairs waiting for me to come or he wouldn't leave her house, and you are the DECIDING FACTOR facing all the stress and whatsoever. HAHA, there was so much panic. then you were getting ready when a phonecall from your friend said they're at the carpark of your house waiting for you. how much stress did we face, HAHAH. then we went to pick up a very reluctant yizhen at like 12.15am:D i think it really felt unreal, i never expected my mom to entertain our nonsense, haha.went for roti prata at the coffeeshop downstairs after that and we reached home at around 1 IN THE MORNING. no one wanted to listen to my " you cant SLEEP, its a SLEEPOVER" theories, so we went to sleep around 3, after watching 'the face'.okay so i fell asleep while watching, but whatever, joyce and yizhen the scaredy cats were trying to suffocate themselves under about 6 pillows. and it wasnt even scary! HA.we woke up at around 7.30 cause my mum wanted to bring us to macdonalds(: ate pancakes/big breakfast before joyce tottered off to tuition and yizhen and i went back to my house to sleep, HAHA.hung out being lazy till we had to leave for BAND

FIESTA! okay it was fun and botanical gardens wasnt that hot, so thank god. BUT THERE WAS NO PRIZE):tsk, such horrible organizers. i think we stood there whining for about ten minutes about prizelessness, before we launched into singing songs:Dsunday ended too fast, urgh.and then it was back to school.

hahaha, alright.
presenting once again, the lazy blogger, GOH YI ZHEN!

HAHAHA. im going to blog. like long awaited.
yay i played ABD game with nurul just now. HAHA.

and in 3e5 its funny.
or rather, sitting beside yvette and shiying is funny.
yvette has the funniest 'WHY' on earth lah. and her BEST FRIEND-ing issues. HAHA.
then that shiying, look at her letters man. your eyes will just STOP, DROP, ROLL. haha.

ok. i was supposed to let you guys know what yvette says about me. HAHA.

"sitting beside yizhen is absolutely nonsensical but funny, hahhah.

mrs geography : so the rest of you are just fence-sitters? (she asked us to raise our hands to answer some question and less than half of the class responded. what does fence-sitters mean anyway?!)yizhen : (doing something other than listening to her) huh? french kissers?

TSKTSK yizhen. and mrs geography is so ARGH.how are we gonna survive six weeks."

---pinkprincesses.blogspot.com

haha. now you know. (:

HAHAHA. IM BACK AGAIN. FINE.

and me and hannah is like crazy people who keeps singing 'The End Of The World'.

HAHAHA, shall watch 200 pounds beauty!


Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world,
`cause you don't love me anymore?
Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when I lost your love.
I wake up in the morning and I wonder why ev'rything's the same as it was.
I can't understand, no I can't understand, how life goes on the way it does!
Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said good-bye.

ok hi friends. i think im crazy lah. but blogging is indeed a good thing to do when one is down or has no one to talk to. and im chanting for my phone to ring with a sms that says "ey, i cant sleep. call me if you're awake!" or even just a call like "ey, i need to talk to you". oh rawr. and yesterday, hais. i just cant understand why lah. dumbos. anyway rawr, i read my OWN blog. like just www.zizzled.blogspot.com. and realised that i had a 100th post. and i touched my phone, trying to see if there's a 100th or 1000th photo. and there is a 1000th one. it got ruined. cos it was the photo that jingqian laoshi was holding nic and asking us to take a photo. so like okay, the pic is that way. what luck! now i await my 1100th or 1111th pict. HAHA. and omg, im getting so wordy and i tell you what. all this words is indeed what that directly came out of my brain. no 2nd thoughts to type out. haha. shall skip to another blog.

HAHA, I NEED JOKES. so i read my emails again. and mabel ong sent me this. its really meaningful lah.


Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people.

1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady.
During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz.
I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.

2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain
One night, at11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car. A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960s. The man took her to safety, helped her get assistance, and put her into a taxicab. She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him.. Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached.. It read: "Thank you so much ! for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before he passed away... God bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving others." Sincerely, Mrs. Nat King Cole.

3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve. In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him. "How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked. "Fifty cents," replied the waitress. The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it. "Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired. By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient. "Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied. The little boy again counted his coins. "I'll have the plain ice cream," he said. The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left.. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies.. You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.

4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path. In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way. Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand! Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition. 5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts... Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it if it will save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded. He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away". Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.



Most importantly.................. "Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like you do when nobody's watching." NOW more than ever - Peace...Pass It On.....

I FEEL LIKE THIS DRUG TRAFFICKER WHO'S TRYING TO HIDE FROM POLICE. AND I HATE THAT FEELING.


i swear i need attention.you can call me idiot or what, just dont go overboard. cos it really hurts. and what kind of rubbish promise is that. i dont understand why we can talk on the phone like some haapy childhood mates but somehow, nothing just comes out when i see you. like i try to be the usual me, but you just will turn me down and down.i may be rather non-existant, not clever, not special, not pretty, but please bear in mind lah, i am a human. but i dont mind being a ghost. really. but i know it's gonna be rather long till that day. and now im even thinking, do you even treat me as a firend. like i really want to know what you'll do if i'm 'scheduled' to die tomorrow. at least i have my plans. but do you? grow up lah please, not like you're younger than me by a few years. eff it.

EH OMG, i just got the most shocking news. like, OMG lor. andre is attached! HAHA. like wow, what happened? i can imagine what happens, and now i still think its freaky. hope he doesnt see this. HAHA, im still shocked. like so freaky right. i shan't go on. HAHA. i think im crazy.

AH. THE LAST WORDY POST FOR TODAY.
haha, i dont like to blog about what i do lah. so haha, my blog is RUBBISH.
and omg, i really want to talk on the phone know lah.
some kind soul whoever you are, call me or make me call you lah. or i shall ask if i can call my SLC loves. haha. AND O-M-G, tmr got band.

HAHA, i just did the test. and eh omg, i thot i was abit cleverer. but some questions are so chim that i just anyhow MINEEMANEEMINEEMORE! haha. ok rawr, im so tired!

HAHA HUILUN, THE SEVEN THINGS.

'task' given: write 7 stuff about myself which i consider to be weird

"According to the rules of the meme:People who are tagged should write a blog post of 7 weird things about them as well as state this rule clearly.In the end, you need to choose 7 people to be tagged and list their names.Don’t forget to leave a comment that says ‘you are tagged’ in their comments and tell them to read your blog."

1. i LOVE curry but i really DON'T TAKE CHILI.
2. i bite whatever im holding. and its rather GROSS. (e.g. phone, papers, hp pouch, FINGERS) and and i totally allow you to SLAP me if you see me doing that.
3. i often use the wrong hand to hold my cutleries, only to realise after like 5 mins?
4. i VERY SELDOM survive a day without an injury. like one wound recovers, another comes. SO IRRITATING RIGHT!
5. i call myself YI-RRITATING. haha. also YI-telligent.
6. im a JACK OF ALL TRADES, MASTER OF NONE.
7. i named my BOTTLE jack partly due to no.6


HAH. I CAN GET SEVEN PEOPLE TO DO THIS.
sally, michelle, carol, yvette, jolenelim, leer, rara.

p.s. i realised that i shouldn't put all the ppl from church. cos huilun did already! HAH, SO YA.